Love From A Distance

Recently I broke up with my boyfriend Chris. I truly thought I was in love with him. We broke up because he lived 4 hrs away. Sometimes I wonder why I even got in that relationship. I thought we were gonna last. I've always said that distance doesnt matter as long as you love that person. Trust was never an issue for me. I also thought that distance makes a relationship stronger.But as I started thinking to myself, I realized I'm not strong enough. I can't take not seeing my boyfriend. I can't take not hanging out, hugging, kissing, and all that stuff.We were together for 3 months. He was everything I wanted but the distance was too long. He was different than any other guy I ever talked to. He was respectful and he understood me. We had talked about breaking up before but I wasnt quite ready. I loved him too much. But last Saturday, I decided it was time. My heart was slowly drifting out of his grasp. It hurt me more than anything to say "Its Over". I could tell that he was saddened by the sudden news. I couldn't stay in a relationship if I was getting bored and just wasnt into it anymore. I didnt wanna waste his time or mine.So now I just wanna remain his friend and just be single for awhile. I'm not sure if I wanna be in another relationship yet. Who knows what the future will bring though? I'm just gonna sit back and whatever comes my way come. It is what it is. I still love Chris and I still talk to him. But just because you love someone dont mean its meant to be. I always think if you love someone, let them go. If they're yours...they come back. If they dont come back to you...it was never meant to be.